Reminiscing my younger days.

 Wow. I cannot believe that it was literally 4 years since I have last written anything on this blog. It doesn't feel that long ago. I had a glimpse of my blog and I was instantly reminded of my younger days. 

However one thing that strikes me the most was how intuitive and deep I was. 

These days, I speak a lot of jargon. And a lot of it were words, sentences and quotes that I got from my coaches, the programs that I've attended or the new circle that I have now. 

But ma sha Allah looking back, I was surprised at how self-aware I was even before going through these "transformative" experiences. 

Which makes me feel like I should start writing on my blog. I realised that I get to be raw, vulnerable and authentic because there's not many people reading it and thus there is less pressure to be likeable or to appease the audience. 

Because let's be honest, blog is dead. I think. 

But something about the low visibility of blog , really caught my attention now. 

I feel like I get to be myself more. I dont have to think about how other's might feel about my writing. 

Instead of writing it down in my diary, perhaps I can use this platform to share the more raw and vulnerable side of me.

The good, the bad and the ugly.

All of it. 

I am excited to write my next entries!!

 And perhaps I will write several entries tonight inn sha Allah. K.I.S.S - Keep It Simple and Stupid. That's the plan for now.